Worst Arguement

I have gotten to several arguments with people in my life. Most of them small but there was a couple big ones. One of the biggest arguments I have gotten into, that impacted me a lot, was between me and the person who was my best friend at the moment. The arugunment started out of no where. I thought everything was going fine in our friendship. Me and her never really had a big argument before. She texted me one night and wrote me a whole paragraph on how she said I changed. She said  that I was acting differently now and that she didn't want to be friends with me anymore. I found it so weird because I didn't see myself changing. I couldn't recall a moment where I ever treated her bad. I was always there for her no matter what. For a really long time I tried to save our friendship and I tried apologizing for whatever I did wrong. But it never went back to the way to was. Sooner or later me and her stopped talking. This arguenment made me realize who my friends are. Even if I did change like she said I did, I have had friends who have stayed with me through it all. Not caring if I changed or not. But, suprisingly a couple weeks ago, the girl I got into an argument with texted me. She apologized for everything and me and her are okay no. But our friendship will never really be the same. This is one of the biggest arguments I have ever gotten into with someone.

Fake It Until You Become It

Some aspects about myself that I'm good at is my school work. I usually can keep up in school very well. I do my homework on time, most of the times. Some areas that I need to approve are my presentation/talking in front of a crowd skills. When it comes to this I get very nervous and I don't do my best. I sometimes talk to fast or I stutter. Sometimes I will move a lot and others I might totally forget what I'm suppose to say. One way I can fake it until I become is to act like I'm good at presenting. This could give me the confidence to do better in the future. So that one day I won't stutter or forget my words. I'll will talk in front of everyone as if it was the easiest thing to do.

Kindness Over the Holidays

One kind thing I did over winter break is I helped my mom help set up dinner on Christmas Day. Every year our Christmas Dinner is hosted at my house. My mom always get super stressed about this. She does all the cooking and the cleaning. To be honest I've never really thought about helping her out before. I usually just chill in my room until the guests arrive. But this time I went downstairs to see if she needed any help with anything. I ended up setting up the table and washing some dishes. It wasn't a lot but it took a little pressure of my mom's shoulders.