Worst Arguement

I have gotten to several arguments with people in my life. Most of them small but there was a couple big ones. One of the biggest arguments I have gotten into, that impacted me a lot, was between me and the person who was my best friend at the moment. The arugunment started out of no where. I thought everything was going fine in our friendship. Me and her never really had a big argument before. She texted me one night and wrote me a whole paragraph on how she said I changed. She said  that I was acting differently now and that she didn't want to be friends with me anymore. I found it so weird because I didn't see myself changing. I couldn't recall a moment where I ever treated her bad. I was always there for her no matter what. For a really long time I tried to save our friendship and I tried apologizing for whatever I did wrong. But it never went back to the way to was. Sooner or later me and her stopped talking. This arguenment made me realize who my friends are. Even if I did change like she said I did, I have had friends who have stayed with me through it all. Not caring if I changed or not. But, suprisingly a couple weeks ago, the girl I got into an argument with texted me. She apologized for everything and me and her are okay no. But our friendship will never really be the same. This is one of the biggest arguments I have ever gotten into with someone.

Fake It Until You Become It

Some aspects about myself that I'm good at is my school work. I usually can keep up in school very well. I do my homework on time, most of the times. Some areas that I need to approve are my presentation/talking in front of a crowd skills. When it comes to this I get very nervous and I don't do my best. I sometimes talk to fast or I stutter. Sometimes I will move a lot and others I might totally forget what I'm suppose to say. One way I can fake it until I become is to act like I'm good at presenting. This could give me the confidence to do better in the future. So that one day I won't stutter or forget my words. I'll will talk in front of everyone as if it was the easiest thing to do.

Kindness Over the Holidays

One kind thing I did over winter break is I helped my mom help set up dinner on Christmas Day. Every year our Christmas Dinner is hosted at my house. My mom always get super stressed about this. She does all the cooking and the cleaning. To be honest I've never really thought about helping her out before. I usually just chill in my room until the guests arrive. But this time I went downstairs to see if she needed any help with anything. I ended up setting up the table and washing some dishes. It wasn't a lot but it took a little pressure of my mom's shoulders.

Intentions for the New Year

My intentions for the new year is every time I get a five dollar bill I will save it. This will help me save money. So that by the end of 2017 I will have money to buy myself what I want. Another intention is to go to Fenwick for high school for 2017 and get good grades. I want to focused on sports too. For example, swimming, soccer, and cross country.

A Gift That I Have Recieved That Is Special To Me

One gift that I have gotten and that means a lot to me is when my grandpa got me my first paints and paint brushes. He got it for me for I think it was my 10th birthday. This gift meant so much to me because I realized how much I like painting and drawing. Since then I have gotten so much better at painting and drawing. I'm not an "artist" but I enjoy doing lots of arts and crafts. It's a way I like to spend my free time. And that's a gift that meant a lot to me.

Favorite Quote

One of my favorites quotes is by Oprah Winfrey. It says, "Do what you have to do until you can do want you want to do." What this quote means to is to work hard in what you don't like so for it would be school so that in future you can be successful. It also makes the negative things look a little more positive because without the things you don't like you can't get tot the things you do like. This quote because it reminds me of what my mother always tells me. She always tells me to work hard in school right now so that in the future I can get the job I want and buy the stuff I want, which I want to do. This is why this is important one of my favortie quotes.

What I'm Thankful For

I'm thankful for a lot of things of in life. Too many to count or to write down in this blog but I will just list a few. I am so thankful for my amazing friends. Most of them have always stuck by my side no matter what. They are there for me when sad and need someone's presence. My friends always seem to make me laugh in the stupidest ways but I wouldn't trade them for a thing. I am also thankful for my parents. My parents have always done everything they can to give me what I need in life. Whenever I have wanted to try a new sport or something in school they have been super supported. They are super caring and I love them to death. The last thing I am going to talk about the I am grateful for are my two brothers. No matter how annoying they get, or how much they bug me I will always love them. These are a few things I am grateful for.